-rant ahead-
Ok, AFA was over, life went back to it's boring tune. I am not sure but these few days it's as though something made me go cranky. I don't have any motivation at all for almost everything. And it's like torture. 

Maybe it's because school is getting more and more stressful and being in an asian family doesn't help(?) "If you don't study hard you are not my daughter"-kinda shit. Or " I won't forgive you if you wanna quit school." But to be very honest, I kinda want to quit school but lol not possiburu cause even if I stop, there is nothing else for me to do.


I just wanna be a potato

Singapore life is so stressful and there is literally nothing to look forward to the next day other than assignment, school, assholes, work. Sigh, sometimes I wonder am I wasting my life being in this vicious cycle in this country where productivity > anything.

In this country, you are pretty much out of the game when you fail a single step. I'm not even gonna hide the fact that birdshit is better than my Year 1 results. My GPA is horrid (1+ ?) and now even if I tried really hard, it's still sitting at 1.x++ level. Hello, I got A and B+ for my core modules which was year long last sem and the result is still like birdshit.

That's really depressing.

Now that I'm going to finish my year 2, I'm really afraid that I can't get a diploma after all these shit. Jerks here and there in my class. sigh.

And sometimes I wonder in this country, where everyone is so stressed out, hopefully there is something out there that make us think like " Wow, it's great to live in Singapore!"

I am still trying to find that thing. As I had that in mind, I approached the sardine-like cabin at Jurong East Mrt Station.
:/

Maybe I'm just lazy and want to enjoy life by doing nothing. Honestly, there is nothing I can enjoy in Singapore, other than comfort food.

Yeah... the only thing that can make me happy in this country is food.

I wanted to watch Thor 2 again to cheer myself up, but guess what, education system don't even give people a chance to take a breather.
-end of rant-

Back to AFA.

Everything was kinda bad too ? Maybe it's just me. First of all the convention was crowded as fuck. Like, literally crowded till there is no space for us to breathe. A better description on how crowded it is will be that : If someone farted amongst the crowd, there is no gap for that methane gas to be diffused and everyone will choke to death smelling that fart.

Yes,  that bad.

Apparently, from what I saw, a lot of people had great fun during AFA. Maybe I'm not contented, but I don't feel any joy from that event. Where is the fun thou speak of? I don't see it at all.

Day 1 : League of Legends Officer Caitlyn

With team, yeap, didn't expect that we can pull it off being the magikarps we are. And I kinda regret cosing it the moment I step into the hall. Like WHAT THE FUCK MAN WHAT THE FUCK. The horde of people.

Not really mobile because of the straps and stuffs on my body + just pure shag the moment we reached. Not that the air condtion is not working, but the amount of people just overpowered the air con. It's really hard to breathe for me.

Didn't brought my phone out cause I forget to charge it the day before and guess what, I overslept !! Cause the phone was dead. I plugged it in but forgot to on the charger =__=

Bad start, bad start.

Not to mention I hurt my lips unpacking the gun the night before. Gosh , almost knock my front teeth out because of it.

Fuck my life man.

Yeah, the event was really ... meep ? I don't recall any extra fun times moment.

Prepped with Mirie, Night, Rabit, Hikari, Yuki and Xero at Mil.Walk cause we don't really wanna squeeze with people at Suntec. Wrong choice of toilet apparently cause there is no ventilation at all and it's right in the middle of a Japanese food street LOL. People walk in randomly and ask us weird questions.

Oh yeah, before I meet up with peeps, on the mrt, some kid said I was a terrorist cause I was holding to a gun lol.

Event is just walking around aimlessly, not being able to find anyone I know, can't take camwhores on the first day cause phone is sleeping in my bed while I am at the event baring my boobs. >_>

But at least there are some pics, i edited them of course.
Fat arms urgh.

Group Shot! Blood Moon Shen : Rabit Officer Caitlyn : LaoLama Red Riding Annie : Hikari Arctic Ops Kennen : Night Xin Zhao : Elk Photo by Kelvin

photo by Decky

photo by Kelvin

Day 2 : 盜墓九門十二國， 花王－解語花

Day 2 was bad, cried halfway during cos and thus didn't take much pics, so yeah.
Nothing much I wanted to say for day 2 except that I love my group for cosing with me.

And yeah, not against any religion, but CHC should really reflect on their actions. It may just had been petty on my side but not even allowing us to use a common toilet? What does it reflect on your community and a religion as a whole?

Granted, the aunty who chase us out might be just doing her job, and the toilet is prioritised for Church-goers. But when it's empty, why can't we use it? We as cosplayers, even know that it's basic courtesy to wait for people to clear out before using it so why are we not able to use it ?

That aunty went to ask the other cosplayers using the level 6 toilet if they were from the Church and they just answered yes, which made the aunty direct the same question to the same cosplayers if WE are from the Church. Hello, why are you asking them, but not us?

Not that I will lie that I am from the Church, not sure about that group of cosplayers in the same toilet. derp.



Main point. I still wanna watch Thor 2.